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Busy.

God damn, I'm so very busy.

I went to the Democratic caucus last weekend, which lasted four and a half hours. I've been meaning to write up a lengthy post with pictures on exactly what happened, but I just haven't had the time, and I still don't. Suffice to say, you should watch Senator Obama's Call to Renewal speech. Nothing I can say will explain my feelings better than that speech.

The truth is though that after reading today's xkcd, I can't let another day go without posting this.

My friends, I love you. Each and every one. I love every friend I've had over the last 23 years of my life, and every one I will get to know in the next 30-40 years. Please take care of yourselves, please don't lose yourselves. We all work hard, we play hard, we exhaust every little bit of life out of our bodies until there is nothing left. This is what engineers, coders, scientists, creators ...do.

Academia breeds mass depression. I don't know how to say it in other words than that. I've read about it and looked for information - and it's a confirmed phenomenon. I think it's particularly worse in our field because of the lack of sleep we are all used to. Used to it or not: it's not good for our bodies or our minds. Here I am posting at 2am, contrary to my words. But I know that I feel better, happier, less worried, less easily over-stressed, when I get adequate rest.

And so I'm going to go to bed now, and get some sleep. I hope that you each believe that you can make it to where you want to be - I have faith in you. Please take care of yourselves, know that you are loved by many, and don't lose yourself to the fear. Fear is the mindkiller, eh?

<3.

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